Trust

Sometimes I wish we could open ourselves up to each other as much as we do to the sky. Because there is something about the stars that makes you realize both the smallness and the enormity of everything.

And there is something about opening yourself up to someone that makes you realize the dimensions within yourself, and the hundreds of layers within your mind that no one will ever understand as much as you do yourself, and even you don't fully understand
I like to think I am a very open person. I put a lot of trust into literally everyone. Mostly because I believe that what you give is what you get. When people come to me with their deepest fears or confessions, It makes me feel needed. And in all honesty I need someone to confide in because theres no way I could confide in myself.

Theres always writing I suppose. I would write a lot when I didn't feel like talking to anyone. Mostly lists of words though, no actual sentences. Just all the words that come into my head at that moment. Then later, I might go back to that list of words and arrange them in some way that makes sense.

I want people to write me lists just as I write for them.
So many words I have dedicated to people that more than likely would never dedicate a thing to me.

Small rant.

Thanks,
Bee